We went to Mest's last concert ever. Matt was actually there. We had such a good fucking time, it was crazy. Those Mest fans really do kick ass. I guess someone seen me and Benj backstage becuase some dude shouted, "Joel and Benji!" and pointed at us. So then we had to go out on stage and for one the encore songs me, benj, and tony played "The Young and the Hopeless". It was pretty awesome you should have been there, paul and billy. Shoulda been there. Afterwards, me and the guys from Mest went to do a signing. Benji didnt come out becuase he "would have teared becuase it was Mest's last SHOW EVER.". Thats an exact quote I didnt waste my time begging him though becuase since Mest played at midnight they got done with they're show at 2:00am, so we were kinda, not really tired so we just stayed out side and signed till like i dont know, I think it was 3:30am maybe. And then you will never believe what happened next. Every one from Mest was going back to Tonys house just to chill for a little becuase of how they would never play another concert together again. Now, Benji was already back at Tony's house becuase Tony gave him the keys. Tony, I guess, is single and started talking about when him and Benj were going out and then that kinda lead to like "snuggling and cuddling" as Nick called it. -shakes head- and then well Tony and Benji went to the guest room. Alone. So, me, Nick, Jer, and Matt were like, "Whoaaa, dude do you think they're like......ya know?" Then I noded, becuase I know thats something sick that Tony and Benji would do. I wasn't quite sure though, so we sent Jeremiah to go check on them, but we told him not to open the door, and you know what that sick, twisted bastard did? He opened the door. Yeah, and according to Jer...they were...fucking. Which is nasty, and if benji or Tonyever reads this, Im dead, but oh well. I had to telll zee fans. So, about an hour goes by and Matt has to leave becuase its like 4:45 in the morning and he needs to go home to see his little girl and family. Yup, Ill post more later...BENJ IS COMING! i think...

 As I posted yesterday, I went to vist Mest with Benj yesterday. Its always fun hangin out with them, I love those guys. Basicly all we did was sit and write a few songs and then we went to dinner a some restuarant and had veggie burgers, it was Tony's first veggie burger and he loved it...so much in fact he ordered two more, but thats just tony for ya. We were all so happy to see each other, i should definatley spend more time with those dudes. I think Benji is startin'  to miss the days back when we all seen each other everyday and when he was going out with Tony...I could be wrong though. My eyes started to ich like yesterday in the car...Im allergic to Tony! no, just playing Tone...I think we  might put one of the songs we wrote with them on the album, its called "Days Missed". We are going back to the studio with Billy & Paul Monday...but until then we are stayin' in Chicago with Mest. I WANT TONY AND BENJI TO GO BACK OUT. I wonder if Tony wants to go out with Benji and wants to go back out with Tony...So, at about nine me and Benj are gonna head out to spend and sleep over Mr. Tony Lovato's house...who knows what will happen there...hahaha...i have a dirty mind...alright, gonna go now.

Peace